YOU MAKE ME SMILE ;
Saturday, July 01, 2006 @ 11:30 PM
i dont want to become HER.
i dont want to be compared to HER.
i dont want to compete with HER.
im not blind.
i can see the way your eyes light up whenever you mention her.
and i hate that.
it makes me sick.
so please stop talking about HER,
stop telling me about what you did with HER,
stop reminding me about your happy times with HER.
you have told me enough things about HER.
i dont want to listen to you talk about HER anymore.
its driving me insane!
your past haunts me...
you'll never know what that feels like.
prove to me that im not living a lie.
prove to me that im not the rebound girl.
prove to me that im not a fool to believe you.
so tell me,
what am i to you?
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oh fuck.
i think im becoming one of those crazy jealous possesive people.
thats just something i dont want to be.
i think im really sick.i feel really horrible.
like im gonna puke at any moment.
i think i have a fever, flu and whatever other sickness you can think of. = (
