YOU MAKE ME SMILE ;
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 @ 9:27 PM
I dont know why I do the things I do, make the decisions that I make.
But I know one thing is for sure.
Im in deep shit right now.
Or at least I think I am.
I cant stop worrying!
Why cant I just chill out and stop thinking about it?
Do I regret it?
No. Yes.
I cant even make up my mind.
Its such a simple question but yet here I am.
Still pondering over it as if its the $1 million question.
Why cant I talk about it?
I dont know.
The words just cant come out.
Im afraid of the outcome.
Im a coward.
